Today, I did something stupid. As in very stupid. I made my friend mad at me because of what I did and I was so ashamed of what I did. I just realized how stupid it was after she was so mad at me. I don't know what to do but to accept the fact that I already did it and it was wrong and I was so stupid because I know that it was wrong but still, I did the wrong thing.
This stupid fault is unforgivable, I hope she can still forgive me for what I did. I hate myself because of this and I don't know what to say. I hope she can still contain to forgive me. Proximity really breeds contempt and this is the result of the contempt to her that is in me. I had learned my lesson. I hope I will not be stupid enough someday to do this thing again. If I did this again, I should be ready to say farewell to my close friends.
I'm so sorry. If you're reading this, I'm really sorry for what I did. I'm so humiliated because I did this thing that I already did. And I'm not Hiro Nakamura that has the ability to travel back to time and space and undo the wrong things that I already did. I'm just a mere, childish human being who makes mistake. A mistake that I already knew it will harm you, but still I did the stupid act to pursue it. I'm evil, I'm bad, I should be dead right now. My English is bad also, I'm like a below mediocre grade school who don't know grammar. I'm sorry for my bad engish and I'm sorry for being evil to my friends, like you... Sorry.
